Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Thankful: Day 30


Decorating our apartment for Christmas
We decorated our apartment for Christmas tonight!  Listening to Christmas music always makes my day, not to mention that I have the best roomates ever to decorate with and celebrtae this Christmas season with!  We also made sugar cookies tonight!!  The best part was introducing Sarah to buttercream frosting…I hope it changed her life as it is incredible! It is officially Christmas!!

thankful…
I am so thankful for the Christmas season! I am thankful to have this time of year to remember the most precious gift that the world has ever received.  Being in a country that is not inundated with Christmas on every street corner has really reminded me of why we celebrate Christmas in the first place.  All the reminders that I have of Christmas are in my apartment alone.  I am so thankful for Jesus Christ coming to this world to save us.  I am thankful to be here to learn about Christmas this year!

Monday, November 29, 2010

Thankful: Day 29


Holiday decorating over here
This afternoon, while in a busy center in our town, we found these two men working to put lights up on a tree. They decorate for New Years here much like we do for Christmas in America - lights, trees, etc. This tree was getting trimmed with its lights today! please note the man popping out of the top of tree.

thankful…
I am thankful to serve a God who answers prayers!  I am thankful for this every day, but especially today - God blew me away today in the way that He answered a very specific request that Sarah and I lifted up to Him…it was something that seemed like a little thing to us, but was obviously a big thing to Him because He answered it in a way that we could have never orchestrated - and met every single desire that we had!  He gets ALL the glory because we could have never orchestrated anything like it in our own power or feeble minds.  I am astounded!  Please ask that the Father’s name would be made great!!

Sunday, November 28, 2010

Thankful for Sarah

I am SO thankful for my roommate, Sarah!
She has been the single biggest blessing of my time overseas.






Sunday, November 28, 2010

Update: Let His Name be Declared Among the Nations

Happy belated Thanksgiving to all of my friends and family at home!

I am so thankful for you!  I trust that each of you had a wonderful Thanksgiving this week this past week!  I was so blessed to celebrate an incredible Thanksgiving overseas, and not just once but twice!  On Thursday, my roommates and I celebrated Thanksgiving with our American friends and had an incredible meal and encouraging time of fellowship and worship.  On Friday, we invited several of our local friends to our house to show them how we give thanks and have an opportunity to share the love of the Father with them in the way that we served them.  It was a lot of work to do Thanksgiving two days in a row, but well worth it!  We have many praises of how the Father answered prayers that we had for each day!

It is so hard to believe that I will be home in 3 weeks!  Looking back, my time here has gone so quickly! I have been blessed with so many opportunities to learn about the culture, travel to see Biblical sites, build relationships with long-term workers who live here, but most importantly I have had many opportunities to share the Good News that gives us joy and hope for each day!  It is such a privilege and every time I have a chance to share, I am so in awe of God's goodness in my life that He has given me a story to tell that can bring hope and life to this dark world!  I am so undeserving of all that the Father has done in my life and the opportunity He has given me to live in a country that the He has given me a love for...I have so much to be thankful for today!!

So much has happened over the past three weeks since I sent an update - the days have been flying by and have barely had a minute to sit down and write a thorough update.  I have been keeping my blog updated so if you want to hear more about what my day-to-day experiences have been and answers that I have seen, check it out.  God is good!

While there is the side of me that is counting down to come home, I also, more than anything else in the world, want to finish strong.  I want to embrace every moment that I have remaining here like it is the only moment that I have to tell what is true!  Would you please ask that the Father would give me strength to run well the race that is set before me right now.  When I realize that the Father sent His Son to pay the price that should have been mine, I know that I have nothing less than all of me to lay at His feet.  To give anything less than all of me would be ungrateful for the price that was paid on my behalf!

Please ask that the Father would continue to open doors to share Truth!  I cannot wait to tell you stories of people that He has put in my path in my short time being here.

Please ask that there would be a harvest of souls in this land.  Many are eager to hear and are seeking Truth.  Ask that  the Father would send workers to share Truth in the native language for hungry hearts to hear.

I am so thankful for each of you! I thank the Lord frequently for your support and your love to me while I have been away!  I pray that the Father will continue to strengthen you as you run the race that is set before you as well.

Sunday, November 28, 2010

Thankful: Day 28


Colossians
Today we started studying the book of Colossians in house group. In the past few weeks I have really enjoyed and gleaned a lot from studying Philippians and other books that Paul wrote in the New Testament and am looking forward to Colossians.  Sadly, I will not be able to hear all of the teachings since my time is almost up, but I am thankful for everything that I can learn.  Paul was such a passionate writer and I am so thankful for the words of wisdom that he has left the Church to have to today.

thankful…
I am thankful for two feet to walk everywhere here.  I walk so much and am so thankful to have two feet that faithfully carry me many miles every day!  I have really come to enjoy walking everywhere - to the store, between places around the city, to church, to friends houses, and everywhere in between!

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Thanksgiving in Pictures








Saturday, November 27, 2010

Thankful: Day 27


homeade vanilla lattes
We have learned, and are still learning to perfect, a homeade vanilla “latte” - “latte” meaning that it is coffee and steamed milk with froth on the top, minus the espresso that actually makes a latte a latte…so really, we have coffee with steamed milk with vanilla syrup pumped in, but it’s incredible and delicious!  I love curling up with a good cup of coffee,a blanket, a movie and my roomates here!  So, cup of coffee in hand, we are about to watch “Scrooged” - our first Christmas movie of the season this year!!

thankful…
I am thankful for an NLH (No Leave House) day today!  After the last few whirlwind days that have been packed with Thanksgiving preparations and late nights, it was incredible to have a chill day with nothing to do today!  I wrote some e-mails, read a lot in Pride and Prejudice (which I am so proud of myself for having the determination to continue to plug through that book), watched a couple of movies, skyped with Michael, and bought some eggs to make deviled eggs for house group tomorrow - which have since exploded in the boiling process, so it is going to be a creative experiment to actually make the eggs tomorrow!  So thankful for days like today!

Friday, November 26, 2010

Renewed

Therefore we do not lose heart, but though our outer man is decaying, yet our inner man is being renewed day by day. For momentary light affliction is producing for us an eternal weight of glory far beyond all comparison, while we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen; for the things which are seen are temporal, but the things which are not seen are eternal.

2 Corinthians 4:16-18

Friday, November 26, 2010

Thankful: Day 26


Thanksgiving round 2
Today we had Thanksgiving again!  We wanted to introduce some of our local friends to our American holiday so we cooked the full menu again…it was SO worth it!  We laughed a lot and had an incredible time sharing stories and showing them how we give thanks!

thankful…
I am thankful for my Turkish friends that I have here! They are so dear to me and I always have so much joy in spending time with them! It was so fun to have so many of them in our house tonight and to share our Thanksgiving holiday with them.  I am so blessed by all the friends that the Father has provided in the 3 1/2 months that I have lived here.

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Thankful: Day 25


pumpkin pie for Thanksgiving
I ate the most delicious piece of pumpkin pie EVER today!!  Probably it was incredible because it was made completely from scratch, with a real pumpkin, not the fake stuff you find in a can.  Not to mention, the whipped cream that was loaded on top…changed my life!

I am also laughing that I am writing about enjoying my pumpkin pie before anyone in America has even sunk their teeth into their turkey yet :)

thankful…
Where do I even begin today?!  I am so thankful just to be alive and celebrate this day!  I am especially thankful today for a family of believers.  While I couldn’t be with my own family today on Thanksgiving, I was blessed by a great group of believers that consisted of my roomates and friends!  We all gathered together and enjoyed an incredible Thanksgiving dinner and a sweet time of fellowship!  While I miss my family, this day has been much better than I could have ever expected!

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Turkey Day in Turkey

Wow! Where do I even start?!  I am thankful for so many things today!  I can’t believe today is Thanksgiving!  In many ways it doesn’t feel like Thanksgiving…maybe because I was one of just a handful of a people in a city of millions that celebrated the holiday today.  It has perhaps been the most adventurous Thanksgiving ever…
I woke up this morning and my roomate, Jess, and I ventured to our local neighborhood pazar to buy some produce! Honestly, I could not have had a better start to my morning!  First, I woke up and could see blue sky and it was crisp and clear outside…incredible!  It actually feels like fall today - what a blessing! We walked the about a kilometer or a little less to our local pazar…I love that walk! I absolutely love grocery shopping and even more than going to the store do I love buying fresh produce from the open air markets and picking out which vendor has the best looking produce.  I feel so grown-up getting to make those decisions and picking out the absolute best apples, or whatever we happen to be selecting, from the immaculately stacked bins of produce.  As a side note, the way that they display their produce here truly is an art and it is beautiful!  We had to get carrots, cranberries, mushrooms, apples, and a few other things.  We successfully purchased (while succesfully understanding what we were purchasing - perhaps a bigger victory) our produce and headed home.  Since we had several kilo’s worth of produce in bags, we decided to not walk home but to take a minibüs that was supposed to go right by our street…but as nothing is ever easy in this city, we quickly learned the difference between “ömür” and “incirli” - they are the same on the otobüs but not on the minibüs haha.  Yeah, so that ONE minibüs our roomate told us not to take to come home…definitely took that one! Haha! As soon as we crossed the highway, we knew we were not going to end up near our house so we got off and walked home - it was equally as far, if not further, than the walk would have been originally from the pazzar!  Of course, we came laughing all the way home.  Now we know which minibüs not to take - sometimes trial and error is the best way to learn here!

After our marathon run through the neighborhood, I had to run up to our apartment and get ready for Thanksgiving dinner! Speaking of Thanksgiving dinner, I must say that it FAR exceeded my expectations of ever celebrating Thanksgiving outside of America! I was thoroughly impressed to say the least!  We had the whole regular menu: cornbread stuffing, bread, cranberry sauce, green bean casserole, mashed potatoes, turkey (now I can say I have eaten turkey in Turkey haha), pumpkin casserole, jello salad, cooked carrots, pasta, dressing, pumpkin pie, pecan pie, pumpkin cheesecake, creamy delight with cherries, and I’m sure a few others that I can’t remember but surely tasted today! :)  We even made ice for our drinks - we were American all the way today. Honestly, in some ways, I had set low standards on my expectations for what Thanksgiving would taste like (I didn’t want to get my hopes too high for my favorite holiday meal) but everything was incredible and delicious!!!  Probably because it was all made from scratch…not short cuts with canned vegetables or canned soup mixes!  So naturally, it has to be incredible…and it was :)

My roomates and I all celebrated Thanksgiving this afternoon with four other American families in our city.  I was so blessed to fellowship with them this afternoon and to feel like I had a family to enjoy the holiday with!  My roomates definitely are like my family here and I am so thankful for them! If you know me and are with me around this time of year, you probably know that Thanksgiving is my favorite holiday! I love everything about it! I love fall and I love that Thanksgiving is in the fall!  I love all the food that is served and the low-key, agenda-less afternoon that always follows the meal…hopefully with a good cup of coffee and lots of laughs :)  I love that for one day out of the year, I don’t care what I eat and want to try from the variety of creative cooking that is displayed across the kitchen counter.  I love hearing people tell stories and reminiscing about their childhood…I had all of that today! So thankful!  Yes, I did miss being with my family…it is my first Thanksgiving away from my family.  I expected today to be much harder than it was…yes, I do miss my family and it would have been great to be with them today but God is SO good to give me joy on the day that I thought was going to be the hardest to be here!  He gets all the glory!  I cannot praise Him enough!  Today was a great day!!
Make a joyful noise to the Lord, all the earth!  Serve the Lord with gladness!  Come into his presence with singing!  Know that the Lord, he is God!  It is he who made us, and we are his; we are his people, and the sheep of his pasture.  Enter his gates with thanksgiving, and his courts with praise! Give thanks to him; bless his name!  For the Lord is good; his steadfast love endures forever, and his faithfulness to all generations. Psalm 100
I am so thankful to be thankful today! I could write an endless list fo all that I am thankful for: the opportunity and privilege to live in the country and city where I am living right now, to have my eternity secured for me in heaven,  an incredibly supportive home fellowship that has loved me to the place where I am today and has encouraged me to take so many baby steps along the way, my roomates that I live with here - they make me laugh every day, my wonderful boyfriend, Michael, who keeps my inbox full while I’m gone and who I also can’t wait to see in 22 days, my precious friends here whom I have been able to share Truth with and labor in prayer for, my friends at home that are an incredible source of encouragement to me, the list goes on and on…

I am several hours ahead and I have celebrated Thanksgiving already when Turkey’s are just barely popped into the oven and everyone at home is dreaming of the incredible meal that they will devour in a few hours…as you get ready on the other side of the world to give thanks today, please don’t forget the price that has been paid so that you may have joy today! Give thanks every day for that precious gift!

p.s. THANK YOU Michael for Skyping with me today!!!

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Thankful: Day 24


breakfast for dinner
Tonight, my roomate and I decided to make breakfast for dinner: pancakes with nutella and bananas on top. It might be one of my favorite things ever, even when I do not normally care for chocolate. Now I do love our door-to-door food delivery service from Güney where we can order our dinner online and have it delivered to our door - a real, authentic Turkish meal! But, every once in a while I want to cook American and enjoy one of my favorites, breakfast for dinner!

thankful…
I am thankful for clear skies and air!  It rained last night and when we woke up this morning, the clarity in looking out over our city was incredible!  We could see forever and when you walk outside, you could breathe and feel like you were actually taking in a full breathe of air!  So thankful to have clean air to breathe and see in!

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Sacrifice

What is a sacrifice?

One dictionary defines a “sacrifice” in the following way: (noun) the surrender or destruction of something prized or desirable for the sake of something considered as having a higher or more pressing claim.  Also,(verb) to surrender or give up, or permit injury or disadvantage to, for the sake of something else.

What is the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word sacrifice?

The Father has done a tremendous work in my heart and life over the past week to show me what a sacrifice is, what a sacrifice is not, and how I have life and joy and hope and a radically transformed life as the result of the ultimate sacrifice that was given in my place.  It is because of one single sacrifice that I am compelled to share the most important Truth with those who have never heard.  I am so thankful to the Father for teaching me about sacrifice, for showing me pain and for taking the pain upon Himself that should have been mine.

Why am I writing this?  What stirred my heart to write about a sacrifice?

A week ago today, with my own two eyes I stood in a yard where just feet in front of me a lamb was sacrificed in accordance with the Muslim holiday that took place last week, Kurban Bayram (the “sacrifice holiday”).  Here is a brief history and background of the holiday:
According to Muslims, the tradition is based on an event where Abraham was ordered to sacrifice one of his two sons.  According to the Muslims, this son was Ishmael, while according to the Old Testament, it was Isaac.  As Abraham was about to sacrifice his own son in obedience to God, God provided a ram to offer in substitution.  The offering of the sacrifice has become an annual celebration to commemorate the occasion and thank God for his favor.
This annual sacrifice is a work that Muslims perform in hopes to add more favor and cross the 51% “good” mark.  They can sacrifice a variety of different animals (ranging from birds to camels) but it must be a male who is at least a year old and healthy.  Last week, while spending a week in a more conservative part of the country, one of my roomates and I had the opportunity to watch a sacrifice of a sheep by a devout local family.

I expected the process to be ritualistic and formal, but I was surprised to find that it was a duty they seemed rather to perform and be done with.  It wasn’t emotional.  Children were milling around and relatively unaffected by what was taking place in their front yard…this was not the first time for them to see a sacrifice.

I could barely watch and had to turn my head at many points.  Not because I passionately love animals and can’t stand to see them die. Not because I get queasy at the sight of blood.  But because watching that poor, innocent lamb be tied up and led to its death struck me to the core.  I began to see so many parallels to what I know from the Word about the ultimate sacrifice, Jesus Christ.

Isaiah 53:7 says “He was oppressed, and he was afflicted, yet he opened not his mouth; like a lamb that is led to the slaughter, and like a sheep that before its shearers is silent, so he opened not his mouth.” 

Similarly, this innocent lamb was silent.  He was nervous and anxious, but as he was laid down and breathed its last breath before his throat was slit, I couldn’t help but thinking of all those who saw Jesus laid down on the cross and pierced…I cannot imagine the pain of watching my Savior crucified, knowing that with every nail that was hammered into His innocent hands, He was taking on my sins…the weight of the entire world was on Him.



It was quick and easy and I will spare you the gorey pictures of the blood that began gushing out as soon as the throat was slit.  It was interesting that my roomate and I both thought of the song “Jesus Paid it All” as we were standing there watching every ounce of blood pour forth from this innocent animal:
I hear the Savior say thy strength indeed is small
Child of weakness watch and pray, find in Me thine all in all.
Jesus Paid it All
All to Him I owe
Sin had left a crimson stain
He washed it white as snow.
Lord now indeed I find Thine power and Thine alone
Can change the lepers spots and melt the heart of stone

And when before the throne I stand in Him complete
Jesus died my soul to save, My lips shall still repeat

Oh praise the One who paid my debt and raised this life up from the dead!!!
I will never be able to sing that song again without having the mental image that I have now of innocent blood being spilled out. I am thankful for that image.  It has caused me to fall deeper in love with my Savior and to have a tiny hint of understanding of what Christ went through…for me. It makes me worship Him more and stand in awe of Him.  And so many things I learned and have a much more vivid understanding of my salvation now…

It is only by the blood of Christ that I have been redeemed.  It is His blood that was shed for me that has washed and cleansed me so that I can stand before Him, blameless.

My debt has been paid! Hallelujah! There is nothing that I could give that would ever compare to the price that Christ paid on the cross for me.  The debt of my sin was paid and settled once and for all on the cross.  Praise the Lord that the Father has provided a way for us to be justified and to bear the title of “righteous” for without Him we are nothing.  What happened on the cross over 2,000 years ago was the greatest act of LOVE that could be demonstrated.  It can never be recreated - there is no need for it to be recreated because it was perfect and it satisfied the debt of my sin for all eternity!  I do not even know how to express my thanks, let alone comprehend, how the the Father was pleased to send His only Son in my place!  Is “thank you” even adequate enough?
Yet it was the will of the Lord to crush him; he has put him to grief; when his soul makes an offering for guilt, he shall see his offspring; he shall prolong his days; the will of the Lord shall prosper in his hand.  Out of the anguish of his soul he shall see and be satisfied; by his knowledge shall the righteous one, my servant, make many to be accounted righteous, and he shall bear their iniquities. (Isaiah 53:10-11)
I can stand before the Lord justified because of the work of the cross!  He has declared me righteous, not based on anything I have done (because there is absolutely nothing in me that could ever do anything good apart from God) but because through His grace, His blood has washed me clean and I am free to walk in Him.  I am weak on my own.  I am strong in Him!
for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, being justified as a gift by His grace through the redemption which is in Christ Jesus; whom God displayed publicly as a propitiation in His blood thorugh faith.  This was to demonstrate His righteousness, because in the forebearance of God He passed over the sins previously committed. (Romans 3:23-25)
Therefore, having been justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom also we have obtained our introduction by faith into this grace in which we stand; and we exult in hope of the glory of God. (Romans 5:1-2)
My prayer is that through reading this you, too may be caused to fall deeper in love with our Savior…His blood covers you too!  Worship Him because of what He did on the cross!  That alone is reason enough to worship Him for the rest of eternity!!

As you seek to worship the Father, I would like to encourage you to listen to the following songs that can help to aid you in worship through song:
  • Jesus, Thank You (Sovereign Grace Music)
  • Jesus Paid it All (Kristian Stanfill)
  • Before the Throne of God Above (Shane & Shane)
  • The Power of the Cross (Keith & Kristyn Getty)
  • In Christ Alone (Keith & Kristyn Getty)
  • Via Dolorosa (Leeland)
  • I Will Glory in My Redeemer
  • Not Guilty Anymore (Aaron Keyes)
  • Not What my Hands (Aaron Keyes)
Also, read Romans…study justification…be blown away at what the Father did for you when you were least deserving of anything, and least of all, eternal life!  Read Isaiah (especially chapter 53).  And when you have read and been drawn to worship the Father as a result, share what you have learned with someone who has not heard of the mystery of the cross!  Remember that you once were an enemy of God, but He has now brought you into an eternal relationship with the Creator of the World…He has called you to sit and worship at His feet and to become more like Him!

I am thankful I saw the sacrifice last week…not because it was easy or the best thing I have seen while I have been here…but I needed to see it.  I needed to be reminded of the sacrifice that took my place and paid my debt!

Jesus, thank you for Your blood poured out for me!




Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Learning to Learn

This seems to be the theme of my life: learning to learn - maybe I should make it the title of my blog…it will never cease to be true as long as I am living on this earth.

My heart and my mind are so full today.  I have been bombarded with learning so many new lessons recently…learning about church, sacrifices, disciplines in my walk with the Father, how hard it is to be patient sometimes, how much I love where I am at right now…all of which would require seperate entries and multiple hours of writing and processing for each individual topic.

But today, I am thankful to learn from people the Father has placed in my life.  I have established that I absolutely adore people-watching.  I get so distracted doing it.  Even on days like today I have to turn my back so that I can concentrate on what I am trying to accomplish…obviously, I not only get distracted by people-watching, but also in writing and letting my thoughts fall all over each page…focus, Anna, focus.

What I was originally trying to say is how much I have been able to learn through watching and observing people.  The list goes on and on…I wish I could have written down every lesson I have learned from people this fall while living overseas, especially from my brothers and sisters in Christ.
I have learned and been taught so much through watching and asking questions.  In just a nutshell, I have learned (or am still in the process of learning for many of these) how to…
  • adapt to living in another culture.
  • get around on public transportation in a city of millions.
  • work appliances that are not written in English.
  • communicate through written words.
  • cook (i am amazed at how little i knew).
  • be a submissive wife through watching wives adjust to living in this culture and follow their husbands leading.
  • be a loving mother.
  • ask lots of questions.
  • have joy in preparing healthy meals. and making things from scratch.
  • find joy in life.
  • appreciate Skype (even when the Internet doesn’t want to stay connected).
  • order food in restaraunts with my minimal language.
  • appreciate early mornings.
  • make good coffee without CoffeeMate creamer.
  • stay cool in hot and humid summer heat.
  • find a hundred different combinations from clothes in my limited wardrobe.
  • treasure the Word.
  • take risks and be adventurous.
  • laugh at my mistakes (i make a lot of them, especially in language).
  • know that it is possible to continue to make the most of your time, even when you’re retired.
  • shop for groceries.
  • deep clean a house.
  • appreciate the simple joy of a finding an e-mail from home in my inbox :)
  • drink lots of water to stay hydrated.
  • love walking everywhere.
  • love and appreciate reading.
  • etc., etc., etc.
Please pray for me as the Father grows me in many of the areas above.  Many of them are a work in progress as I seek to become more like Him and I desire to keep learning.  He is my delight and my reward and I desire to be more like Him every day!

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Thankful: Day 23


a little cleaning does wonders
Last night my friends, Kristina and Sarah showed us what a miracle of just a few minutes of cleaning and fluffing a few pillows can do to a room! It’s incredible & i was shocked to say the least!  They transformed this couch to look like new!

thankful…
I am thankful for a warm and dry house to come home to.  Tonight, we were out late and while we were out, it started raining (which is a blessing since we haven’t had rain in a really long time).  Whenever it rains, I manage to get my pants and shoes completely sopping wet.  Fantastic.  I think I will never be dry again.  But then I walk into our apartment lobby and all is well again…I am warm…and will soon be in dry clothes.  Even better, I then get to crawl into my warm bed and hear the rain hitting the window outside…love it! So thankful for warm and dry!

Monday, November 22, 2010

Thankful: Day 22


grapefruit
I was so excited today when I walked into our grocery store and found grapefruit in the front of the produce section!!  Grapefruit is one of my favorite fruits and always reminds me of the holiday’s since my family always has it with breakfast on Thanksgiving and Christmas!  I love the food here, but it is the little things like finding fruit like grapefruit that makes my day!!  I can’t wait to enjoy one for breakfast tomorrow!

thankful…
I am thankful for quiet mornings.  This morning I woke up a good 2 hours before any of my roomates!  I love my roomates, but the 2 hours of silence this morning was incredible as I laid on the couch and read and journaled and drank my coffee.  I have really come to love mornings here - probably because they are generally pretty laid back and I don’t feel rushed which is a huge blessing as I hate being rushed, especially in the AM hours :)  So thankful to the Father for blessing me with beautiful mornings filled with sunrises and promises from His Word!

Monday, November 22, 2010

Village Life


SO much space




market day






"SLOW"




We just don't see a sunrise like this back in the city


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